Had the best conversation with a member at work today. Usually, I think he talks way too much but tonight..he was so..helpful. He gave me his insight on things I’ve been going through within myself and those around me. He really made me feel okay. He told me it’s all about fate and destiny. That I will be where I want to be if I let time make it’s way. I can’t go wasting my days being anything but happy-there is no point. It’s pointless to be sad or angry at everything, it doesn’t work. That thing where people say to just work on yourself, to just do you, is almost like a fresh start. To find yourself again. And I am. I’m going back to the things I love the most like music..and finding new things to love like dancing,working out and even my job. In the words of this member “you don’t need anyone. You think you do. But it’s really wanting to share part of your life with someone. And you will, just wait” Talking to this member gave me a feeling of complete ease and calmness. Knowing what he went through with failed and successful relationships and the adversities of life.It makes me optimistic to everything ill be expecting in the future. Just thinking of this conversation tonight makes me want to cry..not out of sadness or defeat..but more of feeling “me” again. I finally feel like I’m going to be okay after months of shitty luck. Thanks Mr. Martin.
Hey, like fuck you. Fucking hate you.
There are so many people i freakin’ miss right now..I wish I couldn’t feel a god damn thing.
Fuck, they’re so cute I want to die. Look at how happy she is, fucking look!
They love each other. So much.